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There has been no contact, I've checked emails but there is nothing I think that's a clear message she's done with e. it's a shame I keep thinking how much I still want to live with her. Wish she was still mine. Nothing I can do so i can only try to move on without her. Hard. An old friend by the same name as her new man is back in my life. His made me gin a lot today he went AWOL after he realised how serious I was about M. I don't know why he disappears just his way. He is basically a taller version of jess from the Gilmore girls, very alpha and moody, quick witted and sarcastic. He wants me to go and stay for a few days, get out of my town and away from memories, it's 14 years this Christmas his put up with my life. It's nice to have him back but I'd rather have her back. Miss her a lot still I bet she doesn't even think about me. Makes me sad. I don't want to move on but everyone has to eventually.

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